1 post tagged “friends!”

when everything's a reaction to an action, to a reaction, it seems like your heart will never be satisfied, and that your thoughts will never be justified by anything but your own pride. it makes me wonder sometimes how we even lasted this long with a past full of nothing but a strong foundation we made up in our heads .. . though i'd hate to think that that only means that we must've been delusional, using you, using me, never making the best of 'we' (& possibly just constantly mistaking ourselves for best friends over the amount of history). it was only what was of our own interest, at the time, all the time with not enough time for anything else except ourselves, was it just too much effort for us care for someone else? i suppose that in the end, that was our ultimate demise and although sometimes it could make a girl like me want to cry, i can't -- i can't anymore -- because we very well both know at this point, there just isn't a point to even react to an act of something that was never even really there to begin with, mostly not now and maybe not ever before.